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这样小小的考验已经足够让我煎熬我的心多么的沉重在电话的另一端的你 是否有一些不舍得？我也想太多我告诉了你  我的心情原来你早已经进入了我的生活没有你 我怎么提不起劲我不可能不想你因为我身边的所有都是你留下的痕迹你总是那么残忍 一个小时之前我的心情真的很沉重现在好很多谢谢你做了让我开心的事 祝福你 祝福自己再见

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这样小小的考验已经足够让我煎熬
我的心多么的沉重
在电话的另一端的你 是否有一些不舍得？
我也想太多

我告诉了你  我的心情
原来你早已经进入了我的生活
没有你 我怎么提不起劲

我不可能不想你
因为我身边的所有都是你留下的痕迹
你总是那么残忍 

一个小时之前我的心情真的很沉重
现在好很多
谢谢你做了让我开心的事 

祝福你 
祝福自己
再见

How’s life?It’s hurt sometimes but I can’t live

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How’s life?
It’s hurt sometimes but I can’t live without you.
A lot of times I am dissapointed at you but I do not have the rights to complain, because I know the moment I start to complain, that’s when the ship will sink. All because I know you never care.

I always think is this karma? When I hurt other girls and thats what I get in return?

God has been good to me in everything but never relationship. 
I do not know what is love about ever since my grandmother passed away – when I was 7 years old. 
My heart is never filled ever since then. I can never described what is dad’s love. I grown up with dad fighting with mum. Have an irresponsible dad that just don’t care what ever that was happening at home – and that’s how I grown up with.
I am getting used to it to fight things alone and never tell anyone when I am feeling down. I cried an hour before I went school and smile an hour after I reached the school gate. That’s basically how I lead my life.  

Today things remain the same. How hard i fight yet i still dont deserve a single piece of sincerity from the person I care. Thats my destiny.

God if you can hear me…. you know what I want!

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当我不去想你
你却出现在我眼前 

我愣住的眼神
你尴尬的表情
我一句轻声再见
你一句轻声哈罗 
再见 然后 哈罗 
多么奇怪 不搭！

我不晓得我做了什么 让你有那样的表情

我能够做的
只有静静的走开
保持距离

怎么啦 ~